Residues

Pray for everyone in the path of #HurricaneSandy. Let there be protection, let there be comfort and let love prevail and lives sustain.

As I was in hospital standing in the emergency ward I heard a cry of an old grandma. She looked poor but she had a husband in richness of love. He was standing before me facing her and his love could be seen sorry felt even not seeing it from his face. Two nurses were trying to punch her arm so that they can incorporate the needle which then she would be provided with the saline. I know this pain as my grandpa suffered it. While the nurses tried to punch on, I noticed they were removing the red thread that was tied on her wrist (a religious thread usually tied for wellbeing). I have no faith in such things and when they were removing I thought... no... but soon they removed it and gave that thread to that grandpa. As he was turning I was watching him to see his face, he turned and looked me and gently put his face down as he walked towards a cloth bag. He has a lengthy face, dark skin, gentle eyes, meek body language and worried about her wife’s health and I also noticed that th...

நீ வரும்முன் நட்பு என்று யாரும் கிடைக்கவில்லை நீ வந்தபின் நட்புக்கென்று நான் யாரையும் தேடவில்லை P.S. நான் இறக்கும் முன் எதையேனும் உன் வாழ்வில் உன் மகிழ்ச்சிக்கென்று செய்துவிட்டு போக வேண்டும்.

October, the month of mixed emotions, love, hate and gratefulness... and yes I mean them. And this year have brought something more to experience. 10 days in hospital, I thought of what a disaster this month brought me but this somehow turned to be a pleasant experience and the most important lessons were learnt there. The place where you can only witness true love and care. விசித்திர உலகம், பலதரப்பட்ட மனிதர்கள் பலதரப்பட்ட வாழ்க்கை. ஆயிரம் கஷ்டங்கள் இருந்தாலும் அன்பு இருக்குமிடம் அழகாய் இருக்கின்றது..

So lot days have passed away, so many moments have crossed, so many things have felt, so many things have lost, so many things have gained, so many decisions would have been taken, so many conclusions would have been brought, so much more like this to come, whether we like it or not, we live on it, not to curse the circumstances but to sail as we are.

Long time I scribbled here something that happens to me. I never had time or I should say I was occupied. But there are a lot of things I learnt all the way. Life lessons are not a one line statement or even a paragraph to be understood. After years, after every nice happening, life starts with a failure and successive pains which makes us understand what it has to say. I was unaware, immature and reckless but some pain turned me to be alert, over reactive and sensitive. Well, its easy to mingle with people who are not close to you and its more easy when you drive a car alone than with another hand on the steering.