The Struggle to Reach a Beautiful Tiny Soul
Just like everybody else, I love babies and wanted to have immediately after my marriage, which for some reason didn't happen until last year. Six long years of longing to hold my baby to my chest and pour my love was out of reach for me. When it happened, it was not what I envisioned. I never realized I was pregnant and sometimes I forget that's how the pregnancy journey was for me. Very very smooth. Thanks to Jesus. Everything was fine till 3rd month. I dropped most of my physical activity when pregnancy sustained 3rd month because when I got pregnant last time, within a month before I could realize I'm pregnant, I drained me out physically in all way I shouldn't and it ended up in missed abortion. During my 5th month scan. I was told baby is not getting enough nutrition and blood from me hence baby is underweight. I was put to bed rest, asked to take protein rich diet. This sustained till 31 weeks whe...