Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Being Thankful



Life brings mixed situations that make us happy and also worried. Many situations are there and we know only ours, the kind of situations we bear. The responses to those situations were almost a curse to God. Because we perceive happy situations joyfully and find someone to blame when we encounter a bad situation and that someone will always be God because we know that He is the only who will not fight back with us. We forget to remember that everything comes to us and we should receive everything with same mindset. Laughing and crying is good but cursing and getting depressed is bad.

I remember the day, a bright sunny noon, when I went to a hotel to buy lunch; I was asked to wait in the reception for a while. That reception was looking road, was covered with sunglass and has a terrace for shade. The owner was sitting in his chair counting money and taking order from phones. There is a fish tank that contains many coloured fishes including gold fish and which tank would miss a gold fish in it. As usual I laid my eyes and heart open and observed people around, I noticed some guys from the hotel go for door deliveries in the hot sun. They were worn out while they arrived back. I noticed many outside sales men go in the sun to sell their products. And its awful to see one woman was selling cucumber in the hot sun that she cannot take one for herself to quench her heat. I turned and saw the owner, he was back busy with his money and phone calls. I noticed one person has a job like this and one suffers in sun and I asked to myself why is that? Many life’s questions doesn’t have an answer and this doesn’t have one too... I thought I’m sitting in the shade with a fish tank before me for a time pass. But many suffer for their daily bread. What a life I have is surely gifted by God.

One day I got shocked to see many people lying down sleeping outside the railway station at 1 am in the morning. I asked my dad why they were sleeping in road, it was almost road and they were families. Dad said, “they would have booked two trains for a destination and they sleep in the delay time of the next train.” I was shocked because I couldn’t place me in such a situation. I noticed there was many married women wearing saree sleeping there and shocked to see teen girls sleeping there. I asked to my dad, “how do they sleep here, young girls, how do they, its hard for me even to think of that”. Dad said, “When it comes to life or death you would probably be doing the same.”

I cannot think of what he has said and I was still and just one thing came into my mind. God has been so loving towards me... I should always be thankful to him no matter what and my thanks wouldn’t suffice his deeds for me even if it were held it till death tear me apart...


Thank You Lord, My God...


Saturday, August 28, 2010

FuLLy LoaDeD WiTh LOVE & LOVE OnLy




August 21, 2010 was the day planned for a get-together with my friends, my lovely friends. They say, “the feel that touched our heart can never be expressed in words” and that’s true. It was 5.56am in the morning, I suddenly got woke up. Usually this is not my time of waking up as I was in American time, this is completely unusual to me and I was tired enough because of my journey and haven’t took a nap in the morning. While going to bed I thought next morning I would be sleeping completely and would miss the plan. But it was 5.56am when I woke up too early that left me with enough time to get ready.

I was ready and with much eager I was waiting for the day to greet it with my smile. I was on my way to catch my two people who were waiting for me. It was although late, I was happy to see the faces I yearned to see. I was out of mind and realised I have conscious but everything subconscious. I can’t get that reality and I was very still as I was in a dream. Though I didn’t find myself involving in the scene, everything I craved, has clicked in my heart like a life video that will never be destroyed.

For the first I caught one of my friend, she is a playful enthusiastic companion was searching me wearing a blue salwar with a sandal bottom. I was happy to see her and was talking to her happily moving ahead too catch the next one. The good-hearted guy sitting on a bike ahead of us wearing a green striped T-shirt and a blue jean was smiling, but till the very end I didn't find an opportunity to really have time with him.

She was in an eager to show her new Honda Activa to us and called us to see it. Then we went to buy salwar for the one, my dearest one, who was having her birthday, celebrated a day before. It was very sad that we couldn’t even find one that suits the most beautiful lady. So we went on to pick up for her husband who was born on the same day as his wife. We three went on beautiful fights in picking up a shirt for him. One told dark colour suits him best and he likes that too. At last he took one stripes shirt and we two liked it and we chose it. Next we moved on to kids section to buy something for their son. One green closed neck T-shirt clicked my eyes and I said to him, “this is nice”. He liked that too and took it in his hands. It read these words, “I am messy and loud but I’m good at it”. Secondly my friend took a cheerful blue T-shirt and we three liked it and chose it.

It was raining... Oops... We planned to get there by a taxi. But before my friend needs to place her vehicle safely. So we two got in the Activa and went to her home to place it. On the way we were chatting all nice things and about the beautiful bikes that were crossing us and once reached she asked me to come to her home and we went inside, she showed me her rooms and placed her helmet and locked the door and we walked out to see much water staying like a dirty pond outside in the road. I usually have a tendency from my childhood to jump on the muddy water and enjoy the splashes of it on me but that day I’ve to maintain my neatness because that deals with my friend’s home too. Inspite of the muddy heavy traffic road, we managed to get on the taxi and went on the way to her home.

I was a little unhappy about the time because we were late. I’ve planned to spend sometime with her but that was unfortunately lost. In the taxi, both of them explained the places of their residence and the places they have visited alone and with their friends and the place where she is going for her music class (passionaaam...). I was quietly seeing all those like a child. I was watching the playful chatting of them. I usually have much interest in enjoying the casual and playful chat. I was enjoying the rain outside. It was beautiful to see a vast view of rain falling down all over earth, the sky still bluer, the white shattered clouds, the greens dipped and washed clean in rain, by the way I saw wheat field that was getting it’s shower in rain. One of my friends asked the driver to play the song and it was nice to hear anbil avan in the rain with my dear ones around, I’ve heard this song before but when those words “inimael puyal veyyil mazhai, paalai solai ivai, ondraaga kadappoamae” sounds, it really sounds in my heart. When we reached there, we remembered that we’ve forgot to buy flowers. Oops and that was made remembered by him, what a perfect family man, my friend told me that he should be got fixed in marriage. It was raining outside and we two girls were on the same umbrella to her home. I love travelling in heavy rain within a same umbrella. By the way my friend’s husband was standing outside and noticed us. We went and were most warmly welcomed which I didn’t expect from her husband whom I didn’t even meet. We went inside and it was a beautiful home where I can feel love resides. Usually it’s prominent that every home speaks off its nature. Many will scare us with emptiness but this was beautiful and that could only be possible as it carries two beautiful souls. Her husband showed us the photographs. I was in the kitchen with my friend on my way to confuse her cooking. My friend’s sister-in-law was another warm-hearted jovial soul and was all along mingling with us like we were friends for years.

It was loooooong time, I met her really and was having time with her. Though she was busy in her cooking, I was happy being with her. We were chatting, playing, teasing around and what all we did, made happiness shower in that place. My heart’s yearning, the craving of such a day with all my loved ones around me within a single shelter turned out to be the heaven. Really it was like being in heaven, playing, chatting, teasing and all good things stayed there. We had our feast together, yes my friend’s briyani and her fish fry were awesome. It was not just because of the dish but because it was made by her... Then we had a good time together with my friend’s song in the end, “karpoora bommai” my favourite one I love to hear it from her as she fills the flavour of it very perfectly. Later we had black forest on table for the beautiful family... Oooooo I received the first piece from my friend after her husband, I was sooooooooo happy..... Then she wiped the cream on my face all over and it was the nice time I had ever... Then with all the creams all over our faces we took a snap... I held her hand, it was loooooooooooong time we had our hands held. We are known for it. But I was very happy to hold her hand and was dipping to my past. She gave me a rose that was so beautiful as her heart, the third rose from my friend. I still have preserved the two roses she gave me. This is her third one, one of the beautiful petals of her heart... She asked me to pin it in my head, but I have no heart to pin it. I was having it in my hands smelling it and was enjoying my friend’s face in it. With no heart to leave we left her home. While going I clasped her hands and she did clasp mine and I was happy even though I’m going I felt she needs me more. Her husband has sent us off with a warm heart. I loved his character of being so courteous towards her friends...

At last with the wonderful memory of having spent time happily with a beautiful family... sorry I have no heart to end this...

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Remembering INDIA!
















We are living in many people's blood and tears.




We have responsibilites over their lost lives and so we shall save what is gifted to us...


Our India is rich in everything.


 


Let us save our INDIA and its Values and Virtues!!!




Happy Independence Day!





An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind...

- Mahatma Gandhi

Saturday, August 14, 2010

நான் ரசித்த கவிதைகள்

குழந்தை அழுதது பாலுக்காக
தாய் அழுதாள் குழந்தைக்காக
வறுமை சிறித்தது...


மொழி ஒரு தடையல்ல
நூலகத்தில் கறையான்


சுனாமி

விஷம் தீண்டாமலே
நுரை தள்ளின
கடல் அலைகள்


பெண் சிசுக்கொலை

ஆண்பாலுக்கு தாய்ப்பால்
பெண்பாலுக்கு கள்ளிப்பால்
அழிந்தே போனதோ வள்ளுவரின் அறத்துப்பால்

கொஞ்சம் சிரிங்க


ஒரு நபரிடம் 200 ரூபாய் இருந்தது
நான்கு பிச்சைக்காரர்களுக்கு தலா 100 ரூபாயாக
பிரித்துக் கொடுத்தார்

இந்த கணக்கு சரியா தப்பா?
விடை: சரி தான்
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ஏன்னா நாலு பேருக்கு நல்லதுனா எதுவுமே தப்பில்லை

Friday, August 13, 2010

Everything Changes...


Are they good or bad? Well I can slightly alter my question and say are they for good or for bad? Mm sounds good...

Changes are inevitable. I’m mentioning the one that’s beyond our control. Everything changes and everything does need a change. Seasons change and so climates. Flowers and fruits do. Tress leave its leafs. Rain and Sun both comes within the same earth. Yes within the same place every contradictory thing comes. And we change too. Tears and joy from same eyes. Praises and criticisms from same mouth. Love and hatred from same heart... Sounds freaky but in truth it does.

Whether these are for good or for bad? Mm lets get to some imaginary vision on seeing the life on how would it be if it were like what I wish...

No change...
Right...
I love spring, ok spring all the time...
I love daisy and daisy all the time.
How about mango? Ok granted.
May flower, ok may is retained.
Rain? Oh rain in spring, granted...
Oops can’t tolerate much rain...
Why not?
Earth will become so wet and all the flowers, spring,
will loose its beauty.
So?
I need only some of it.

Here we go, so we need everything and only an amount can be good and interesting. How could it be when its spring all the time, with only mangos hanging and daisy taking bath in rain, with may flowers shrinks with rain? Sounds awful, is it not?

I once saw a scene in an English movie that I forgot to retain its name in which a man and a little girl were walking along the water way and the little girl was conversing about the shifting of her home. She says she feels horrible and uncomfortable for the change, as it seems to have no symptoms of good. He says, “Well all changes are for good. Everything changes but to good. See about 2 years before you seem to have no good symptom. You don’t speak, you don’t walk, you don’t eat by yourself, you spill all over, you make all the mess in home, your mamma runs by you all time, you don’t listen. But now you’re grown and you can do all these things now” She nodded a yes. He says, “Everything changes and changes can be good. Though it may not show its symptom of goodness in its present surely it will change tomorrow for better”.

Everyone have related with some persons in our life, let it be mom, dad, brother, sister, husband, wife, friends and on. We have been interlinked with heart and we have given them rights on ours. So when situations crash, seasons change in people’s life. When something sad occurs they cry and become blue and when something good occurs they feel happy and cheerful. Who loves a blue personality? No one? Me too. But the change here is inevitable and needs care than a disregard. When we receive praise we enjoy it and when we receive a criticism from the same person, we feel offended. Why? Is that because of the criticism or of the person? To the truth it’s because of the criticism. When it’s from someone else we can take this as a chance to shine even more and when it is from the people we love, it’s rather easier to take it as they are the right person and have the rights to criticise us. What about being a victim of love and hate? Ofcourse second course is painful. But it also happens. When we give time and space for someone to love us we should also be there to give the same time and space for the same person to hate too. If not what kind of love we have towards them will be a question mark. If there wasn’t any change, like we see cheerfulness all time in a person and they praise us all the time and they loves us all the time, doesn’t it seem like boring and irritating? It does when it is not balanced with the stuffs that creates the rhythm. Only when high notes reaches down, sweet tunes are heard. How would it be to hear a song with all notes is high and same all over? That wouldn’t be considered as a song.

Here we can clear the portrait and see changes are good when it is beyond our control. Changes are good when it doesn’t hurt anyone. Accepting a change needs lots of love and verve.



கண்ணதாசன் அனுபவ மொழிகள்


அனுதாபத்தோடு பார்க்கும் கண்களுக்குக்
குற்றவாளியும் நிரபராதியே.

ஆத்திரத்தோடு பார்க்கும் கண்களுக்கு
நிரபராதியும் குற்றவாளியே.

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