Recent days of mine..

Recent days of mine went with some good people and some selftroverteds. Though some things might be discouraging/disheartening but I guess I have had built a strong heart to do good things for people and move on knowing that they would need that but don't even care. It made easy when I think they don’t belong to me and neither do I, and there should be some notable difference between them and me. So I have, not only something but many things to thank God for all the acts they do to me that shone their love for me and try and mould myself not to be the one I dislike.

Yesterday, there was a whole day class and it was good and enjoyable as it was taken by my favourite sir Mr. Thomas. He is very sincere is what captured me. I entered the room as I sat beside a woman who was wearing saree and sneakers, I noted the difference but I didn’t care, the class started and it was interesting for me. I don’t know how the time swept off, later while concluding sir asked, ‘what is the difference between Indian camel and Arabian camel?’ My friend cracked, ‘It is muslim camel’. Sir started laughing, we all laughed and the class concluding after few mins. 

We came out and were sitting there having bit leisure while the woman came. I noticed that something is wrong with her leg. She came with two roses, she got hold Ays and while saying ....this is grown in my home so I brought it.... she pinned it in Ays’s head. I donno how to react to her goodness, I was really struck, I looked her and said thank you which came out in a very meek tone. Then she walked beside my head and placed it herself (there is a secret about me, I go weak on the woman who place flowers on my head themselves, there is something for me) I looked her and said thank you looking at her like how good hearted she is. She with a great smile as she wasn’t expecting all these things, she walked back. I’m even now not sure of how I could have reacted.

Not only feeling bad things will make us feel bad, but such extra-ordinary good things will make us feel even worse. I should do something for her even more, but wondering what..!!