There are many things in life that we see as burdens. Usually when something happens that we don’t like but having to carry it, we do with utmost anger, frustration and vexed state. The only thing that comes to our mind was God but never we think of Him in our happiness and will be always ready in our adversaries to curse Him or make him stand in the accused bench and throw him questions.
Why I’m speaking like a very good girl is that I have seen something that made me feel bad about myself. Many God’s nature, have obeyed God’s word till now without murmurs because they don’t have much brain to confuse. If 6-sense man is this much brilliant to spot God with questions, how much more God is intelligent in the creation of us for a particular journey.
I usually have a feeling that we have brain fully occupied with all the other stuffs that makes us worry; running for a worthless purpose in a terrible world and so on. But when I was sleepless sitting before my laptop without knowing what to do in it, I wandered my eyes and empty mind over the room. I saw something so strange to my world. It’s the little life, a small caterpillar with its ash nest 5 times the size of it, moving on the rough surfaced wall. Suddenly I felt a slap. I listened to it more carefully and wondered many things. It was soooo small that it could not carry its own nest even if it is standing in a single place. Then why it’s going somewhere and where is that going? I don’t know whether it is the best far sighted creature. Even human’s big eyes have a limitation and this small creature, couldn’t even spot where its eyes were, don’t know will they see in which direction it is going to. What will it do if it travels in the wrong direction? Will it say, “ Uhhh, Me being very small, I have carried this burden all way and that too travelled a long way but ended in a destination completely opposite to want I want”? Or Will it say on its way like, “Why God had created her so big who is mercilessly watching my sufferings with which in 2 steps she can cover a wide range but don’t need to, me being so small want to cover a vast area with carrying my heavy weighed nest”?
But when noticing it so deep, it seems it don’t thinks so, for first it has no brains and second it goes with an attitude that I can add a dubbing for it like, “That is not my burden that’s my home, you know how protective it’s for me? You don’t know my purpose and where I’m going to, I love to fulfil my duty and sorry I don’t have time for you and your silly questions and murmurs. La La La, La La La... ”
When I see such things, I feel ashamed of myself, I also have thought If humans were kept in short of brain, they would all have used their heart and lived so happily ever after as in fairy tales. Even all fairy tales have no all-good things happening. Every fairy tale has a witch and a curse that affects and after suffering, someone, mostly her own hero will come and rescue and helps the girl destroying the witch and the curse and they lived happily ever after. Every happily ever after must have a curse or a dark magic happened before for some other reason that makes the happily ever after feeling so special.
So from now on when anything happens, whether I like it or not, whether I know it’s purpose or not, I’m going to believe whatever I do or whatever happens, it is my purpose, my own purpose for my happily ever after and I’m happy to take my journey and enjoy it on the way, La La La, La La La...
